Friday, October 15, 2010


finally i got a new blog up!

shall blog from there today onwards!=D

Happy 1 year anniversary!

its been a yr together!!!  i think fate really brings us tgt. we know each other thru friendster few yrs ago, and we both had each other on msn but we seldom chat. there was even once i deleted him on msn cos we din chat at all! *i think he din know =x* but occasionally i will chk out his fb account. LOl. it was until last yr, he started to chat with me and i start to recall whos this guy. HAHAHA.

i was unhappy during that period of times,getting upset and emo often. Chatting with him somehow brightens up my day, even if its jus talking nonsence or him updating me about his new photography work. soon, we start to chat everyday, i look forward to c him online and i will always wait for him on msn. being a very '' face'' concious girl, i wont initiate a conversation with him, so everytime when i see him online and still haven nudge or msn me, i will start to appear online n offline, so that msn will notify him. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. * damn jian i noe* LOL. but it works everytime! HAHAHAHAHAHA.

somehow somewhere, we starts sms-ing one another. jus a simple hello or how are you can make me smile like an idiot even when i had a bad day. =) each time my hp ring, i will hope its from him. =) and slowly i starts to fall for him. all we jus do was msn, sms. no chat on the phone n no meet up. i still rmb our first date after i was single, he brought me out for dinner and movie. i was very shy and i feel awkward. during the dinner, we had the worst food to eat on a date --- chicken wings. i struggled with forks n knife!! * thinking in my heart-- NB USE HAND EASIER BUT IMAGE IMAGE! * hahaha...and  even though the movie was a lil slow and boring, we enjoyed each others company. enjoy until next day i fail my business law. i  still rmb the movie was 100 days in summer lor! LOL 

fast forward abit, how he hold my hands? * this is damn funny*

i rmb i jus got back from a 6 days abu dahbi- jeddah flight, i met some "thing" in the room and was feeling super worried and uneasy. so we went to loyang temple after dinner.=) we walk ard the whole temple praying tgt, me praying for safe flights ,gd health and pray for him too, while him praying for his soccer match his having the nxt day. each time i finished praying, i will peep at him. he looked so serious, praying with both eyes closed. pray for damn long somemore. LOL. and i cant stop myself to ask him, EH U PRAY IN ENGLISH OR CHINESE? * his jiak kan tang btw*  and he replied,

EH, chinese. i translate to english when i duno how to say . * silly smile*

HAHAHAHAHA no wonder tk so long!!!

so long story short, while we were walking towards the car....

me: omg my hand so dusty and dirty
him: * lookin at his own hand* really meh? i see * grab my hands*

and thats how he hold my hand........

in my heart im like, OMG!!!! *JAW DROP* HEART BEAT DAMN FAST*

n when we got in the car, how he continue to hold my hand???

*drum roll*


jitao in my heart im like    -.-""


but was still feeling damn happy .. HAHAH

so thats how we got tgt...

and 1 year later,

everytime we got in the car, i will.. EH TEACH ME CHANGE GEAR LEH...

and now no more fork n knife with chicken wings laa.... use fingers! *lick fingers* HAHA.  still can burp in his face after that! LOL shiok max! HAHAHAH

each time i think back, i will laugh to myself and still feel super happy and sweet. =) although we do have our occasional pms moments, throwing tantrums, raising voice, getting jealous etc, but we always talk things thru and nv fail to shower each other with hugs n kisses after that=) i guess its that which makes us stronger and closer.

i love you my baby, and will continue to love you till the end of time=)

happy 1 year anniversary!!!<3

Saturday, October 9, 2010


damn yummy fish steamboat dinner with bf n mummy=)) feel so happy that both of them get along so well~ wee~!

october is goin to be a busy month for me. packing up and moving into a new house. leaving this house that i have been staying for 22 yrs. so many memories in this house, so many memories in this neighbourhood. the bus stop, the market, the macdonald, the coffeeshop all fill with my childhood memory. mummy rewarding me with a happy meal after cross country run in sch, mummy accompany me to tk the sch bus early in the morning, and as im typing this im smiling=)

as i was packing up my room, i came across many letters and autograph books from my frens. from primary sch, to secondary sch, to poly frens. how i miss those days in sch, where all we worried about was the grades we get, and what to eat for recess time. writing each other encouraging notes and letters during the olevel, and practise hard, staying back during the syf. oh well, everyone grows up now, leading a different life. be it working, or studying in uni , i believe all of them are doing well =) and me?i already fufilled one of my childhood dream and i will continue to soar, high up in the sky. one day, when i feel that i can leave it behind me, i will be away to pursue my other dream. =) to get a degree...

Monday, October 4, 2010

in milan

im in milan now but dont envy me. im not on a holiday. im here for work and the weather sucks. i hibernate in my room since touched down. all i do was eat slp online watch hk drama. nothing fantastic. i just had a super lousy breakfast buffet and cancelled my shopping trip cos of the rain. so yes, im goin to eat slp watch hk drama again. the next thing i know, will be me checking out n fly back singapore. WHICH, i seriously cant wait.

im giving up on blogspot and switching over to livejournal.  they kept refusing my photos upload and ask me to purchase their storage space. wtf? * side track abit, heng ar i nv go out, raining FUCKING heavy now* so for this period of time i might not blog as often and of cos, no pictures. i will post up my new blog add once ive got time to do it.=) and so ppl, i will update more often in fb and twitter. =D so readers~ add me in fb!!!!!! or follow me on twitter!

( drop me a msg n i will approve ya.. cos i dun add strangers!)=)
twitter- littlekutu ( dun luff at my name.. my bf loves it. HAHA. drop me a msg too n i will approve)

so c u soon ppl~!

* and before mr seet starts his daily pms moment and complainin moment, heres a big I MISS YOU=) *wahahahahahahahhaah HIS SO GOIN TO KILL MEEEEEEEEEEEE.............. * run away*